IdentityThat’s Strength

The interviewee describes the joy of being found suitable for parole and how he mentally survived prison.

Identity“They Can Sense When You Deserve Parole”

The interviewee describes his experience before the parole board.

GrowthGetting Shot Out the Cannon

The interviewee describes his first few days as a free man.

IdentityFinding Inner Peace

The subject discusses how he is able to find peace and continue to grow as a person.

GrowthFinding Life Through Stories

The interviewee describes how much some of his in-prison classes meant to him.

GrowthStruggle and Release

The interviewee describes how he used negative coping patterns to survive prison and how he was able to change that.

ChallengesWe Ain’t Supposed to Show Emotion

The interviewee discusses some of his challenges and successes around learning to feel and show his emotions again.

ChallengesLosing Friends

The interviewee describes how he lost friends after quitting smoking in prison.

GrowthReprogramming Myself

The interviewee discusses how he was able to change his life by improving his self esteem.

IdentityResentment Poisoning Him

The interviewee describes how he turned into an angry man to cope with his reality.

IdentityBetter Understanding of Myself

The interviewee discusses his experience before the parole board.

GrowthEnjoying Life and People

The interviewee discusses his process as a returning citizen and the multiple activities he has been involved with to maintain a productive life and enjoy every opportunity presented to him.

GrowthRealizing Why I Did It All

The interviewee talks about her experience in prison, becoming clean, going to board, and figuring out who she is. She does this by going to groups and classes.

GrowthFour Sentences

Interviewee discusses the sentences he has received and his three strikes that lead to his life sentence.

GrowthJoy in Seeing Others Heal

Interviewee discusses his desire to help others who have been through the criminal justice system. He expresses the joy he feels when witnessing their healing.

GrowthTen-Year Board Denial

The interviewee talks about getting a ten year denial from the board was devastating, but he wasn’t willing to give up.

Identity"Come to the Lifer Group"

The interviewee describes his initial release process after prison and his experiences with parole and the board. This is how he finally got to walk out of prison.

Identity“One day at a time”

The interviewee speaks on his experience with a specific gang in prison and also on how he no longer drinks.

GrowthFamily Difficulties and Connections

The interviewee describes her relationship with her family members. Though her relationship with some people in her family were rocky, she overall appreciates many of them.

GrowthJoining KYROS

The interviewee realizes he hasn’t fully healed when he gets in a fight. He describes transforming when he goes to KYROS, a spiritual gathering.

GrowthVisit From an Angel

The interviewee describes having a dream where he is enveloped in light and told he can be healed and forgiven if he puts in the work. He realizes that his traumatic childhood is connected to his actions later in life.

GrowthNew Rules in Programming

The interviewee describes how race no longer matters when in the rehabilitation groups.

Growth"Part of My Destiny"

Interviewee talks about how he lives life with no regrets and how he has made terms with everything he has done claiming “it is a part of my destiny”.

Growth"I'm Getting Married!"

Interviewee shares his excitement about his future outside of prison, including getting engaged. He expresses the eagerness he feels.

GrowthGod Gave Me Strength

The interviewee describes how he was able to share his story with others to help drive change. He also shares some of his passions and how they have evolved thus far.

IdentityBeing Validated as a Gang Member is "Pre-Crime"

Interviewee describes the SHU “special housing unit” as a place to go when you pay for infractions.

GrowthReentry Relapse Prevention

The interviewee discusses employment challenges in reentry and how he used his relapse prevention plan after he lost his job.

IdentityLearning to Express Myself

The interviewee describes his daily life outside of prison and some of the things he has learned through restorative justice courses.

ChallengesToo Much to Bear

The interviewee describes some of his challenges around turning his life around on the inside, the loss of his family members, and not receiving proper mental health care.

GrowthFinding Strength in Reentry

The interviewee describes using the courage and strength he gained from transforming himself into a better person in prison to help him confront challenges in the reentry process.

GrowthCourage to Walk Away

The interviewee describes the challenges of leaving the gang environment and mentality after being involved in it since he was 15.

GrowthMeditation and Mindfulness

Interviewee describes how meditation and mindfulness helps to keep him grounded, humble, and coping with life.

GrowthAdjusting Your Mindset

Interviewee describes how he tries to adjust his mindset when he is feeling rattled and maintaining a connection with community.

IdentityMaturing on the Inside

The interviewee discusses his enjoyment from learning the law better and some of the other ways he grew and matured in prison.

GrowthHelping Unhoused People

The interviewee discusses some of his financial problems and his commitment to helping unhoused people.

GrowthTaking Responsibility

The interviewee talks about taking responsibility for his part in the crime, his path towards personal growth, and his friends still inside.

ChallengesPost-Prison PTSD

The interviewee discusses experiencing PTSD symptoms after his decades in prison.

ChallengesEmployment Frustration

The interview describes some frustration at losing his job and how he is coping with it.