Challenges“How Did it Come to This”

The interviewee discusses how difficult the trial process and period was and his refusal to take a deal.

IdentityShattered Identity

The interviewee describes how he lost everything when he went to prison and how his life and identity became a blank canvas.

ChallengesMy Biggest Regret

The interviewee discusses the emotions he feels about his life sentence crime.

ChallengesI Should Have Called 911

The interviewee describes his internal struggle to understand what to do after stumbling upon a crime scene.

ChallengesJuvenile Hall at 12

The interviewee discusses his first time being locked up as a 12 year old and how scary that is.

GrowthStruggle and Release

The interviewee describes how he used negative coping patterns to survive prison and how he was able to change that.

ChallengesWe Ain’t Supposed to Show Emotion

The interviewee discusses some of his challenges and successes around learning to feel and show his emotions again.

ChallengesBlind Spots

The interviewee describes establishing status in prison and not getting caught.

ChallengesIsolation When Running Away

The interviewee talks about how he isolated himself from everyone after running away from home.

ChallengesGod Wouldn't Help Me

The interviewee describes his trial experience and they heavy weight and stress of it all.

IdentityResentment Poisoning Him

The interviewee describes how he turned into an angry man to cope with his reality.

IdentityBetter Understanding of Myself

The interviewee discusses his experience before the parole board.

ChallengesIt Wears On You

The interviewee talks about how he saw gates and bars everywhere, which affected him and everyone else, and how the community has been taken away from Black people.

ChallengesWitnessing Suicide

Interviewee shares his turning point in prison. Witnessing other individuals who were incarcerated taking their own lives he chose to make life changes that supported his recovery.

IdentityFinding Family in Boxing

The interviewee speaks on how important it is to have family support because he says that he didn’t have that while growing up which made him look for it somewhere else.

IdentityI Never Had a Father-Son Relationship

The interviewee tells a bit of his home as a child as well as his family dynamic. He also speaks a bit of how he turned Pro in boxing.

Growth“That Pain Will Always be There”

The interviewee speaks on the loss of his son and his son’s mother and how the pain he felt will always be there no matter if he goes to therapy or not.

GrowthVisit From an Angel

The interviewee describes having a dream where he is enveloped in light and told he can be healed and forgiven if he puts in the work. He realizes that his traumatic childhood is connected to his actions later in life.

ChallengesGod Hates Me

The interviewee recalls his girlfriend cheating on him with his best friend shortly after the passing of his stepfather.

ChallengesMy Shame

The interviewee describes his battle against alcoholism and the events that lead up to his life crime.

ChallengesOnly Male Figure in My Life

Interviewee shares about his experience losing his grandfather at a young age.

ChallengesCounty Jail is Scary

Interviewee discusses his first time in prison and his experience in county jail.

ChallengesMy Fate Was to Die in Prison

The interviewee describes the fear he felt going into prison and the sorrow he felt having to leave his family. He describes what things were like in prison.

ChallengesToo Much to Bear

The interviewee describes some of his challenges around turning his life around on the inside, the loss of his family members, and not receiving proper mental health care.

ChallengesToes Turned Black

The interviewee describes the lack of proper medical care he received in prison and how it affected his physical and mental health.

IdentitySiblings Experience Violence

The interviewee describes how siblings experienced community violence and incarceration, as well as the circumstances around one of his sisters’ death.

ChallengesSurviving the Klan

The interviewee describes an attempted abduction by a white man in the Jim Crow south and his desire to move away.

ChallengesEntering Prison at 21

The interviewee describes the numbness and fear he felt after receiving a life sentence and entering prison for the first time at a young age.

ChallengesChild of Immigrants

The interviewee discusses some of the struggles he faced in the United States being a child of immigrants. His parents had to work multiple jobs and were rarely home.

Identity“I Never Felt Love”

The interviewee describes his experiences of being a refugee at a young age and feeling an overwhelming sense of rejection from society.

ChallengesStress and Medical Failures

The interviewee describes some of his mental health challenges inside including addiction to cope with stress and the over-medication he received from the medical department.

ChallengesPost-Prison PTSD

The interviewee discusses experiencing PTSD symptoms after his decades in prison.